My real mother
A child of sorrow
I was born to taste
the bitterest fruits;
was brought up to reap
the harvest of suffering!
Brothers and sisters
had I none, but pains and anxieties.
Woe to innocent unlucky me!
From the very infancy
I had an unextinguishable
thrist for sorrow!
Happiness, my step-mother
did not even care
to bid me farewell
while departing!
I sucked my milk
from the bosom of sorrow,
my real mother;
distress and despair
was each my governess;
misfortunes and miseries
my next door neighbours.
My garments were fabricated
from the fibers of discord!
I was a youthful maiden
with curly raven-black hair
and beautiful stresses
when I fell in love with you!
I willingly embraced infamy
O friend! I was rather proud to be
ill-reputed in your love!







